Nah...

I've been lazy as a student: lazy to study mostly, but as i watch my classmates having high grades as a result of hard work, that inspires me... supposedly, but it didn't. I feel no movement inside me..

Now i question myself, why? 

Why not be like them--caring so much of the things that matters. 

Then i came into conclusion, all this time i didn't consider schooling as a thing that matters. I just looked at it as another playground to have fun with. 

Why not think of it as both play ground and serious matter.

In that way i can have fun while learning the essentials. 

See... there's no problem without a solution, even though my problem is just shallow like a puddle.